Monday 15 April 2013
aww~
Always hold onto the past sure that so painful and like something terrible. The shadow of the past, is just like a ghost, always following you around. I just don't want you to see that kind of side of me. Your hand that you keep showing me, silently says 'hold onto me' will definitely.. expose.. what I've been keep inside me.. what I keep hidden all this time. And that something I can't allow.. I don't want you to see what the source of this feeling is. Scared. Afraid. Painful. And make my heart almost empty. Drained my soul too. Can you just let me forget? I want to forget. That kind of feeling I don't want to remember or recall or have anymore. Just let it out off of my damn head. 
Tuesday 2 April 2013
Heart Scream..
i've been so lost for so long already..
if i come up with an excuse, will it be change everything? will you accept who i am..?
no one understands.. no one knows.. who i really am..
you accept it or not, that's real me..
should i tell you something instead..?
why are our heart so different?
it's been.. this part of me has been empty forever.. no matter how much i fill it, it's still empty.
i've been aching and yearning.. to the point where i going mad.
i've been longing for something that doesn't exist.
what i truly desire.. is something that i can never have.
the hand that touched my face.. were freezing cold.. losing the power to think, only a flood of questions filled my mind
why? since when? since when did it grow into this twisted messed?
always.. i want it so badly i can't stand it.. but, my wish will never come true. i'm also very aware of that. i should understood that long ago.
up until that day, how many times that i hurt you?
now that i've been noticed, there's nothing i can say that matters anymore.. but, even so.. i didn't want to accept that as the answer..
don't go away.. stay with me only.. fall in love only with me!
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